i did not eat anything since morning till 4pm . and im feeling hungry when i on the way to raffles. prayed in mrt , worried that i might have gastric while i am working . while i am working i realise that i not hungry anymore dont know why. maybe my prayer is answered :) and thanks god for helping me hahaha... today work not so xiong , lesser people = lesser work for me :) slack is my moto =x LOL ... left 1hour earlier since i got nothing to do . on my way back , i starts to get hungry . so tempting to get a mac meal but dont want...wanna save $$ tahan till i reach home and cook noodles . but still hungry so tahan till dinner with cg cause will be having meeting . gonna plan some activitys with prana,andrew,ian for next week . hmm long time dint plan thing le . but experienced =x LOL hahaha i not gonna worry about planning part cause i know god will help us :) but i suddenly got alot idea for games . but lazy to excute it =x and and and i decided . Even week i go BB Odd week i go church . after my bb i will meet up with cg they all . gonna help out in bb as much as i can ...cause i know it's falling . oh ya and i maybe going korea/jap end of dec but not comfirm . my father wan see how much we spend in ny . if still got $$ den will go overseas again end of dec :) think i post till here bahh tired liao wanna go slp le . BYE.
why don't you come back to me. 11:34 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
last week yiqin asked me how is my life change in those 2months when i just joined the caregroup . i dint have any answer cause i oso dont know . thats simple . and i realise i need to know it cause it helps me to get closer to god and it helps to transform my life to a better person . BUT whenever i get closer to god i will always do something that displease him . so im gonna blog everyday and see how is my life changing for the next 2 month . and im pretty sure i experienced god previous 2 month.
yesterday went for parade , seeing the attendance in parade really dishearten. when im in devotion , idk why i keep thinking of how to get more boys back to bb... but if im gonna do it then i wont be able to attend church.. kind of miss those times in bb when im in lower sec . those fun , joy , bonding , camp , games ,project with my batch and others. i think if im not in bb i wont be able to know so much things . maybe i should go back once or twice in a month .
i know theres a call , but i just avoiding it . i coulden't make up my mind . maybe im not ready for it , but if i answered the call i know it really helps me alot . but im sure theres many obstacles throughout the call , but im not ready for those obstacles yet .
why don't you come back to me. 9:46 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
The urge is so strong. It's so difficult to resist the temptation. the feeling of smoking is back again. idk why but i just feels like. the stress i'm having now is killing me
A very short post for today (:
Currenlt having my prelims don't have the mood to study =/ everytime i open my book and start studying i could only concentrate for 1hour. anyway its better den nothing at least i got study abit , better then everyday play dota at home like no life. i don't feel nervous at all though its just 1more month to my 'N' level can anyone wake me up?
why don't you come back to me. 10:15 PM
There are times when i look in your eyes i see the love that we shared i see the joy inside but i didn't see the feelings you hide and now you're saying goodbye because your love has died
And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced...baby
baby girl why don't you come back to me why don't you love me anymore baby girl you know i still care for you you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)
There are times when i kiss you goodnight I feel the love that we shared I feel the joy inside but I didn't feel what you tried to hide and now you're saying goodbye because your feeling has died
And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced...baby
baby girl why don't you come back to me why don't you love me anymore baby girl you know i still care for you you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)
And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced...baby
why don't you come back to me. 8:19 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
why don't you come back to me. 1:05 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
i'm gonna start studying for my prelim and n lvl. monday,wednesday and friday im jogging in the night. monday-friday 1day study at least 2hour lol but still gonna use com as usual. thats what im gonna do starting from tomorrow :)
friday went to watch ice age 3 again. but this time is with xinyi,daniel,jian an,yijia,karmin i cab there just to be on time but i still late for like 10minutes plus. the just the cab fare alone it used up my savings. i this week saved 30dollars then spend all. this time is spend it on food but on cab =/ after our movie we went to taka mac to have our dinner. i dint eat cause i ate already then meet them. see them eat i can sleep sia especially karmin and xinyi lol. they eat 1burger can take about 20minutes and they din't eat finish it cause while they eating they keep talking and laughing. after they eat finish we walk around de food fair. me and jian an go out to take pictures while the rest wanna buy some food. went home around 10.20 . i din't talk much cause i very sleep liao and i oso dont know what they talking about.
yesterday had enrolment debrief in church. had pizza for our lunch. everything was ok , i din't talk much though . after debrief meet ian and jordan for another lunch with them. after lunch we go see the cosfest . everyone dress up as anime character lol and we spotted 2 gay. thier costume nice but de person ugly -.- reach home around 6+pm then 7.45 watched harry potter untill 11.30 went for supper with weixiang and jordan. long time never supper with weixiang le. i only drank 1 cup of coffee . we chatted for 4hours at there lol we talk about everything. oh ya and i din't realise nickky parents was there also when we were about to change seats nickky parents suddenly called my name and i turned back and realise it was them. about 3.40 like that we went back home.
Spending all my time waiting , for that second chance .
why don't you come back to me. 2:08 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
27more days to my birthday and n lvl oral -.- lucky my chalet is on 24-26 july. :)
WISHLIST: wallet bag shoes rollerblade
lol i think thats all? not gonna invite all of my friends to my chalet due to budget constrain. so i think only got jk,ja,km,xy,amos,yj,jordan,dex,jeff,wx,mat,limin,julian,ruijun,darren,linus,stephen,greg,junguang,junwei forget still got who -.-
25july is hillsong concert. i not going liao , cause if i go den de rest will be at chalet abit... den after my chalet de nxt day is n lvl chinese oral -.- idk when im gonna start studying for my n lvl sia. on the last day of N level which is on 8 oct i at night going newyork. but not comfirm isit on that day anot. shiok :) can go there and relax and stay at my aunty house .
recently im watching dance videos lol idk why but it looks interesting to me feel like learning but it looks weird if i dance -.- but i dun mind to give it a try =x haha cause if i learn im going church to do it :) but abit shy sia cause only at there i know melissa de rest idk de -.- lol im gonna start training i think lol.. tmr gonna go for jogging alone i guess . anyway this sunday going ym and going escape theme park.
ytd watched transformer with linus,greg,darren and jovin . haha de show funny and nice especially de 2dog part =x LOL jkjk i not that pervertic. overall its worth watching though obviously -.- theres so many movie i wanna watch but got no $$ and dk watch with who sia..
idk i should go back to parade anot though i step down liao -.- but if i nvr go parade den sat will be so boring for me.. miss those days when im in sec1's and 2's where all my batch bonding tgt in camps,parade and games . but now only my batch left with 5 person :(
now sch very boring -.- have to take temperature twice a day.. but the only good thing is that we dun have to go to netball court for morning assembly. i have been sleeping in class -.- idk why... so sleepy and tired and my headach is like getting worst sia.. think i will gonna stop if not my n lvl i can say byebye -.-
oh ya and sorry readers for my english -.- all so random i know ... my mind think of anything i just type it out. gonna post till here... bye
why don't you come back to me. 1:22 PM
PROFILE (:
marcus wong
give me presents on 27th july :)
SpringfieldSecondarySchool
marcus_wong29125@hotmail.com
currently 16.