Sunday, November 1, 2009
last week yiqin asked me how is my life change in those 2months when i just joined the caregroup .
i dint have any answer cause i oso dont know . thats simple .
and i realise i need to know it cause it helps me to get closer to god and it helps to transform my life to a better person .
BUT whenever i get closer to god
i will always do something that displease him .
so im gonna blog everyday and see how is my life changing for the next 2 month .
and im pretty sure i experienced god previous 2 month.
yesterday went for parade , seeing the attendance in parade really dishearten.
when im in devotion , idk why i keep thinking of how to get more boys back to bb...
but if im gonna do it then i wont be able to attend church..
kind of miss those times in bb when im in lower sec .
those fun , joy , bonding , camp , games ,project with my batch and others.
i think if im not in bb i wont be able to know so much things .
maybe i should go back once or twice in a month .
i know theres a call , but i just avoiding it .
i coulden't make up my mind .
maybe im not ready for it , but if i answered the call
i know it really helps me alot .
but im sure theres many obstacles throughout the call , but im not ready for those obstacles yet .
why don't you come back to me. 9:46 PM
