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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

today out whole day.
got free dinner.
and free money to play aracade lol.

wake up at 12pm.
use com awhile den go bath.
jordan called me just to comfirm i wake up le mah.
den i left house around 12.30.
den at bus stop saw jeffery.
he going for bball match.
den talk wif him about
ltc/ldc.i told him tat de camp super slack.
blablabla.
den reach there around 12.50 den saw junwei
1st time he so early lol.
den after tat jordan and dexter game.
our bus is like.
293 come 1st. i took tat bus
after that 28 bus come.jordan took that.
after that 29 bus come.dexter took that.
then we walk to krtc.
play lan for 5hrs.
lol abit waste money.
but nvm.had fun in there lol.
around 6.20pm like tat
we go meet rochester and others.
saw pearlyn and her friends at tm mac
den meet up wif roc they all.
then we decided to eat pastamania(not sure de spelling)
lol.
mr chia treat.so we anything (:
20dollars/person .
i think we took 20minutes
to take our order lol.
while waiting we play wif the cheese all this.
take and anyhow pour at the leg lol.
blablabla.
makan finish le we go arcade.
cause we left 50dollars.
den play arcade till 10
we go home.
reach home at 10.40 i think lol.
use com awhile den fall asleep -.-.
den nvr call junwei for conf.
anyway i let they 2romantic la.
dun wan be extra lol.

idk why i now so emo =/ .
i feel that my life change after
i test god. for some reason.
i don't feel his presence anymore.
my days getting bad to worst.
many things din't go as i want.
i realise i changed also.
i don't have the courage.
maybe i should seek for some advice.
but who?idk.just let it be.
i realise my mistake after i test god.
after my christian education 3 in bb.
i get my answer from there.
i know god answer-ed my prayer.
and he tell me in the lesson.

i shall sit back and watch over her.
idk how to use the 7steps.
or maybe i should say.
i got no confident at all.
i pray-ed many time.
but my prayer dosen't seems to be working.
idk why.
or maybe i needs time.

I'll never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

friends if u read this post.
don't ask me anything.
Thank You. (:

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